It's scone too far......

Ok, so maybe suggesting lunch AFTER eating 5 cakes and a creme egg this morning wasn't such a good idea. My poor stomach is really suffering and the severe heartburn isn't all that great either. I just feel like i could sleep forever now and i think i might just have to. I'm hoping i'm still going to feel like this in a couple of hours time, so i won't want dinner.

Although having said that the bloating had gone down slightly, after a 3 mile walk after lunch with Mum and D and that final piece of bread pudding was playing on my mind - it was getting to me knowing it was sitting there still - so i ate it.......

Thing is if i want to avoid dinner completely tonight, then i might have to confess some of the other food to mum, because i don't think a cheese, tomato and onion toastie and a fruit scone with clotted cream and jam will cut it for her. Although she doesn't tend to argue these days and she doesn't tend to bother saying anything about what i do or don't eat. I did bring up the praise issue at lunch, but even then i still got nothing. She thought the scone with clotted cream was going too far, which yes it was but it wouldn't have been if it was just the toastie i had eaten, which is all she's seen.

Oh so much for good intentions. I don't know where this spurt came from but i think it can go back there to be honest! Why can't i do things in a controlled manner?

I think i'm going to curl up with the laptop and flick through Stumble to pass the time and distract me from the pain. Because it really hurts now. But at least there's nothing else i am craving in the house now! Plus i really don't want anything else. even a drink it a struggle.....

Stupid Susie.