Mum, right now i'd rather be knocked unconconsious, "cut up like a god damn virginia ham" (to quote Lisa from Girl Interrupted), doing something distructive to distract from the hell that is my thoughts and my mind. etc etc. But because i'm so stressed about hurting you (and nan), i'm not. I'm bottling it all inside instead - which means it will probably come back and bite me in the arse later somewhere along the lines.
I don't give a shit right now about anything - certainly not the fact that i haven't had a shower today - no matter how "digusting" that is to you!
Sorry.
Homophobia kills
8 years ago
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