tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.comments2012-01-27T08:59:06.442+00:00Seeking SanitySusiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comBlogger205125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-8623660049910374822011-12-11T16:52:11.731+00:002011-12-11T16:52:11.731+00:00Susie, I hope you are okay.Susie, I hope you are okay.Seekerhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/12182355650129723929noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-36934724188838377982011-10-17T05:33:48.641+01:002011-10-17T05:33:48.641+01:00can share your pain. Have some emotional challenge...can share your pain. Have some emotional challenges myself.Mostly don't like when stupid people lie to talk about me negatively as I pass or in ear shot and get sad,fearfulanxious. see my blog on blogger. seekngsane.blogspot.com<br /><br />Was closer to sane but now is redirected to dropaholics and google or blogger offer no help as to how to fix it,ugh.<br /><br />-AnnAnn Reillyhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04932128971024979879noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-74542531066977511662010-12-03T07:32:03.010+00:002010-12-03T07:32:03.010+00:00Thank you.
I did have to work hard but once i got...Thank you.<br /><br />I did have to work hard but once i got him going he has a lovely trot & canter. Eventually mnaged to sustain 2 circuits of the school in canter.<br /><br />Was nice to get to know what the horses really can do instead of them just walking round slowly with the odd trot like i normally see them.<br /><br />I ache this morning though! Oh well no time for complaining, need Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-75746082639296280952010-12-02T23:59:36.370+00:002010-12-02T23:59:36.370+00:00Glad you enjoyed the ride.
xx:)Glad you enjoyed the ride.<br /><br />xx:)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-12216614622238425002010-11-19T20:44:33.626+00:002010-11-19T20:44:33.626+00:00why should you feel guilty for not having access t...why should you feel guilty for not having access to things that could help?<br /><br />I can't help but wonder if i had access to equine therapy (because i'm horse mad anyway!) whether that could have prevented so many hospital admissions & being sectioned for the first time at age 17.Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-56584406305755361282010-11-19T20:29:24.568+00:002010-11-19T20:29:24.568+00:00I am not a child, but I felt like that watching it...I am not a child, but I felt like that watching it. They weren't children they were showing anyway, and I just felt jealous that they had that opportunity. And then guilty for being such a bitch.Bippideehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10499124986641789890noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-87999594393717274702010-11-01T08:19:14.329+00:002010-11-01T08:19:14.329+00:00Thank you.
Calm in between now,yes. But is not r...Thank you.<br /><br />Calm in between now,yes. But is not remaining calm at the appointment such a bad thing?Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-88020100664525362622010-10-31T21:44:48.048+00:002010-10-31T21:44:48.048+00:00Hope it all goes well and you don't let the st...Hope it all goes well and you don't let the stress get to you too much.<br /><br />Just try and remain calm I suppose. xx:)Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-89229377643600433412010-10-31T19:57:24.301+00:002010-10-31T19:57:24.301+00:00If i'm not deamed fit to do this then i will n...If i'm not deamed fit to do this then i will never be able to do what i see as my only positive option.<br /><br />They are NOT coming to my home. This is the only safe place i have. I have only ever allowed 1 medical professional (other than paramedics) into the house & that was K who then let the paramedics in that she had called. I can't lose the only place i feel reasonably safe Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-43206541944678764482010-10-31T12:57:33.021+00:002010-10-31T12:57:33.021+00:00are you sure you are actually fit to attend a medi...are you sure you are actually fit to attend a medical?<br /><br />Have you thought of at least applying for a home visit?Miss Ben E Fithttp://www.abcofesa.co.uk/board/index.phpnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-591954274676726662010-10-04T19:52:55.307+01:002010-10-04T19:52:55.307+01:00Thank you for the comment, i'm sorry for the d...Thank you for the comment, i'm sorry for the delay but i have been thinking so long and hard about this. <br /><br />It was wonderful to get a comment from someone who can se things from both sides.<br /><br />thank you.Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-28619434377981978912010-10-04T19:50:35.262+01:002010-10-04T19:50:35.262+01:00thank you. They are creeping into my subconscious...thank you. They are creeping into my subconscious & taking over my nightmares too again.Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-56548024937836736012010-10-04T19:07:56.346+01:002010-10-04T19:07:56.346+01:00Oh oh. I am so sorry. There aren't words to ma...Oh oh. I am so sorry. There aren't words to make it feel better. But I have love and virtual forehead kisses.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-68910875907699778082010-09-30T07:25:56.690+01:002010-09-30T07:25:56.690+01:00I would hope there would be another case looking a...I would hope there would be another case looking at the failings somewhere. probably a completely ineffective one!<br /><br />whats even better is when i saw the crisis team neither my GP, care co-ordinator or psychiatrist were told that i'd even see the crisis team, although i guess a 5 minute assessment despite the severity of OD is too short to be put on paper despite being made to hang Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-66525686353248041272010-09-29T22:53:53.515+01:002010-09-29T22:53:53.515+01:00Yes, choose your hospital well. It would help if c...Yes, choose your hospital well. It would help if coroners would use the verdict "lack of care" in these cases, but it seems they always blame the victim.cbtishhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/04401107753926873126noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-2085773860920414002010-09-17T22:09:44.190+01:002010-09-17T22:09:44.190+01:00I can only speak for myself here, but from my expe...I can only speak for myself here, but from my experience being mentally ill is a lot harder to cope with than being physically disabled.<br /><br />I was depressed for about 12 years until April (it seems to have gone on holiday- I'm hoping it'll stay there). A lot of that time I couldn't get out of bed without being persuaded to, and I didn't want to do a lot of things, and just Dannihttps://www.blogger.com/profile/02199979276958208379noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-74512574544423162152010-09-07T20:23:24.618+01:002010-09-07T20:23:24.618+01:00Thank you. i don't recall where i found it, ...Thank you. i don't recall where i found it, some free blogger templates website somewhere.Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-38321221364694930382010-09-07T19:30:03.031+01:002010-09-07T19:30:03.031+01:00*hugs* I hope things feel better soon.
By the way...*hugs* I hope things feel better soon.<br /><br />By the way, the layout of your blog is georgeous.stopbeingstupidhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/14860866633957025571noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-40000751967764092742010-07-24T16:57:53.369+01:002010-07-24T16:57:53.369+01:00Sure, feel free. sorry i didn't get back to y...Sure, feel free. sorry i didn't get back to you before but as you can see i had a little time away.Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-73123521919958936262010-07-17T20:11:14.905+01:002010-07-17T20:11:14.905+01:00Hi. Enjoyed reading this. Any chance we could stea...Hi. Enjoyed reading this. Any chance we could steal it for a guest post? Please. I do not think we have done self harm for a while.Mental Nursehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/05426813264581428508noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-21315028582017550342010-07-13T07:45:13.432+01:002010-07-13T07:45:13.432+01:00I found your blog on Google searching "I'...I found your blog on Google searching "I'm too tired to breathe".Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-25082743674605975362010-07-12T17:26:55.133+01:002010-07-12T17:26:55.133+01:00I'm not entirely sure if this is what you are ...I'm not entirely sure if this is what you are getting at, but even when I am very restrictive, but not as in control of when I get to eat, I get afraid that I will never get to eat. It's weird, it seems like I should relish this excuse not to eat (it is out of my control, therefore okay), but it scares me. I try to remind myself that my family needs to eat, too (this usually happens on Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-61369687105812411382010-07-06T23:07:39.361+01:002010-07-06T23:07:39.361+01:00Thanks. I plan to NOT end up anywhere medical rel...Thanks. I plan to NOT end up anywhere medical related where I'm going...especially when it comes to mental health.<br />I'm going to instead take a lot of things to do for five weeks to keep myself distracted and busy.<br /><br />The attitudes towards mental health and eating disorders are very different there...they like to keep things hidden/not admit to things. They have a very Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-86043627352954062522010-07-06T08:30:56.316+01:002010-07-06T08:30:56.316+01:00i hope it goes well for you too Angi. Have you lo...i hope it goes well for you too Angi. Have you looked up and mental health charities where you are going. Do they have things like we do in the UK when it comes to mental health?Susiehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-77419298026368904472010-07-05T22:31:24.145+01:002010-07-05T22:31:24.145+01:00Ouch ouch ouch...I am totally on the same boat as ...Ouch ouch ouch...I am totally on the same boat as you with the holiday issue. I'm off to the Middle East to visit family (for five whole bloody weeks...and two days!) in around three weeks time.<br />I'm dreading it...the food...the constant comments...and the uncertainty of everything given how things are at the moment. :(<br /><br />I really wish you all the best with your holiday.<brAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com