tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post4160587261457737676..comments2012-01-27T08:59:06.442+00:00Comments on Seeking Sanity: What happens next?Susiehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/13591231688596553922noreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-29339026100459428682009-01-09T21:01:00.000+00:002009-01-09T21:01:00.000+00:00I do hope you're right Lola, especially tonight as...I do hope you're right Lola, especially tonight as i'm shattered due to being awake for what felt like most of last night. And then when i did sleep i dreamt dreams containing characters from my past.<BR/><BR/>I'll have to keep an open mind on the name i think. These things usually come to me on the spur of the moment - that moment when you are least expecting it of course.<BR/><BR/>xxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-75145859636621224822009-01-09T20:26:00.000+00:002009-01-09T20:26:00.000+00:00Nightmares get smaller, eventually. They definitel...Nightmares get smaller, eventually. They definitely fade with time. And I can say for sure that they fade once your mood comes up. I get really low about my past when I am depressed, it haunts me in every direction, but once your mood picks up, those past actions become much more bearable.<BR/><BR/>As for a name? I'm not sure, I don't think I know you well enough to put a name to you, but you Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-78597423200663734462009-01-09T08:59:00.000+00:002009-01-09T08:59:00.000+00:00Thank you for your supportive comments Lola. As l...Thank you for your supportive comments Lola. As lovely as it will be i think a clean slate is a bit much to ask for. Sadly i still have nightmares involving past hospital admissions, doctors and events etc. I don't think i will ever be able to escape my past and the events, but i guess its more about finding the strength to wake up in the morning and push those memories aside.<BR/><BR/>I hope Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1093505924126737541.post-1179782485638428912009-01-08T20:10:00.000+00:002009-01-08T20:10:00.000+00:00This is your chance to start a new life. That's th...This is your chance to start a new life. That's the way I see it. By going through the toughest battle of your life, the reward is a clean slate. You get to choose who to be, you get to decide what you want to keep and discard. You finally get a chance to be the amazing person that you have never had the opportunity to become. You are so much better than a scared angry shadow, and you have a Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com